What is up is down and what is down is up

The subconscious talking with the conscious of the state in between. I´m not awake and I do not sleep. Just then and no other time I remember..

But..
I can not concentrate on writhing clearly or see what I write for the moment. It´s became important not to continue sleeping and dreaming about writing, because then I will not sit up and write, it happened once. I have to write in the state in between, which is a difficulty because I can only be there a short while, maybe seconds. And then I must hurry to write before I wake up or fall asleep, so I don´t will forget what I know about the dialogue between the conscious and the subconscious. This dream-writing project also applies to wake up when the body is dreaming and you´re not ready to wake.Will I get some answers or will I find more questions? If that so, answers and questions about what? And what do I say or think in the formless state between me and being me? Do you thing I really can call it me in this state of mind, or what else can I call it? Does the dreamdiary say something at all, or am I just doing something formless everyday, morning after morning?


"The interpretation of dreams is the royal road to knowledge of the unconscious activities of the mind"
    Sigmund Freud, the ego and the id (1923)